Day 1
Yesterday I admitted to a friend that I have a drinking problem!
Today I start, was surpose to start yesterday but had dinner with friends and had two wines with dinner however I did resist the urge to go and get a bottle and finish it on my own, yeah me!

I have been reading Mrs D's book and I loved it, nearly finished and resigned to the fact that I cannot control my drinking, I wrote to her about a week ago and she sent an email back which I was overwhelmed by I am sure she had so many comments and emails but she got back to me, little old lush me.

I have been drinking for years and if I'm honest (that's the only way) I have never been able to have just one.  I always have been responsible and if I am out would only have one before driving home only to down a bottle when I get home.
Hangovers are just life to me, I am so sick of living in this fog, I am sick of forgetting things, my memory is terrible and I feel awful when I am with a friend and they say remember I told you?  I have no recollection of the conversation, it makes me feel like a terrible friend.

Ok say here I am day one of the first day of my life without wine or any alcohol! Oh shit!!
xx