Today was a glorious day the sun was shinning and I was sober, Yay me!
My headaches have finally got better and I did not have to take any pain releif today, my poor body may have all that poison out of it's system
I can't really belief that I have been throwing poison down my throat for so long, I'm more careful about what I put down the sick, eco and that shit. But for the last 10 years + I have bought poison and drunk it like it was water, what the hell have I been doing? I'm careful about what I use on my skin etc, WTF???
Logically I knew but that was not enough to stop me, I am reading Alex Carr Stop drinking easily and the realisation is really starting to hit home, I don't need that shit in my life and I am starting to believe it!! Finally
Yup - it's POISON. I am telling myself that too. It's time to start telling ourselves the truth. Look how we have lied to ourselves "I am more fun when I drink". Am I? Really? You know what, I even told myself I was a better mother when I drank. Lies lies lies. Booze = poison, you don't want that in your body. Yuck. Gross. Keep telling yourself the truth - and lets keep all reminding each other of the truth! You can do this xx
ReplyDeleteThanks Colouful, I have just finished Allen Carrs's book, fantastic.
DeleteI know what you mean about what we tell ourselves, I was a crap mother with booze and now I feel free and present with my kids and awesome feeling, I am trying to let go of the guilt I feel about what they have had to endure a brain dead Mum every night who could not wait to get them into bed so I could put more poison into my body, not anymore, I don't need it or want that shit anymore, love your posts by the way xx