God I feel like a glass of wine

A few minutes before my friends are due to arrive.

I really feel like a glass of wine, it just hit me as I looked around thekitchen it's 5.30 and I just noticed something was missing, I felt like I had forgotten something, but it's not that it is that I don't have a glass of wine at the ready, I would have already had two by now, the new big glass, not the 100 ml standard drink.

I'm longing for one, the first time this week.

I'm day 7 shit this is going to be tough.

I want to ring someone from AA but I will be fine while my friend is here

Wish me luck!
xx