It feels like a very long week, has not been that hard to keep to my resolve of a sober life, the urge around 5ish are the hardest and I wonder if it is going to get much tougher for me as all my drinking was done alone at my home.
Nest week will be the real challenge, my children go to their Dads and I usually would have down a couple of bottles of wine a night on those nights.
I am reading Alex Carr and the moment a reccomendation from Mrd D one of many I am giving a go.
It talks about the illusions around drinking, we all know its poison and with that info why do we choose to drink it?? It is alot more complex than that but I am only a few chapters into it, I think it has already helped me to see alcohol differently.
SO here I am another sober Sunday however feeling alot better than last sunday, still have my headaches which is really starting to piss me off.
Cool realisation last night when I woke in the middle of the night not gasping for a drink of water was that I did not stink of booze, I did not have an awful taste in my mouth and I astually felt good, I smiled to myself at the thought of the morning when I will not be hungover, Yay me!
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