Fabulous Friday!

Day 13
Fabulous Friday, That is what I used to call it.

I'm home alone this weekend, my children will be with their Dad, my first full weekend Sober, I have not done a Friday alone yet!!

I feel really strong in my resolve but apprehensive, I went to an AA meeting on Thursday and that really helped, it is an amazing group of people all with the same shit as me, not so alone now I thought.

I have planned my night out, will have a long soak in the tub, but usually only stay in there for 5 mins because of my little voice in my head that does not shut up, however might take a book with me this time, usually I would have a glass of wine, not tonight.

My eyes are looking so much better and brighter, they are actually white, I don't look as puffy either, but still not wanting to get started on exercise maybe it was not the booze stopping me it might just be me, I never liked getting hot.  Speaking of that, I am not missing the sweats I used to get during the night and often in the day, the alcohol was playing havoc with my body clock, my temp gauge and my mental state.  Why would I want that shit in my life again.  It will be interesting to see how I go in a social scene have not braved that yet but thinking of catching up with friends this weekend, although not big drinkers I would not expect them to give that up for me, so I will take my non alcoholic mojito and have a lovely night.
Finding it hard to post as have nosey kids around
xx Keep going